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Wednesday, Dec 11, 2019

I was resting this evening and looking into the Eastern sky and the moon crescent was glowing.

 

The evening traffic was crazy and moving at a snail’s speed and could see only headlights from the 32nd floor terrace deck.

 

My mind was quiet and honestly not still.

It went down the memory lane ….from my school days to college ….a small stint working and joining the business….unexpected happenings in my personal life …etc …

Memory took me to my marriage and years thereafter ……two kids and a huge passion to grow them with all my might….. remembering them as kids. Their teenage years n later their entering the overcrowded n competitive corporate arena.

Happy with their performances all thru the years ………happy to see them married and now enjoying as a grandfather.

 

A sudden spark arose within and found myself guilty ……all these memories were just about Me, Mine and I……

Felt that my divine self is disturbed at my being Me n mine …..it was ‘I’ all the time ….rest were to be blamed or pointed fingers ….as though I never made mistakes

 

Read a few pages of Ramana Mahirishi …..he said to enquire or Vichara on Who I Am ….

 

To understand the source of I thought …..

Bhagvan says mind is made of thoughts n ego rises to play as this is our conditioned mind ….with us for many lives of the past.

To understand deeper he says to explore the source ….which is the ultimate existence…..

 

Bhagvan says the source within is blissful, happy n at peace …..sat-chit-ananda

This source is Aham Brahmasmi….

 

Inspired by Ramana Mahirishi and his discourses , I realised that all my past memories are just my ego propelled one and all happens only repeat only with His Grace ….

 

Having a fair understanding of the source or divine self ….

I am now convinced that the world around me ….which was …I , Me,  Mine …..family , relations and friends …..is coming from my mind and I have created this world …..as otherwise this world is perfect in it’s manifestation.

 

Bhagvan says Include all and Include none ….paradox of being with one and all …..And without …..

 

Going down the memory lane helped me to understand the purpose of life …..perform all actions , leave none …… however do not define anything …..it will happen with His Grace Only …

Be with everyone …… Remain unattached.

 

Bhagvan says during deep sleep, there is no mind , No ego , No world…..

We feel this deep sleep is blissful….but not aware ….

Bringing awareness during sleep is the state of Turiya …….

 

I am now on my path with more clarity….

Shall dive within to be at peace n happiness all the time ….perform all actions and seek His Grace all the time ….seeking forgiveness and being in gratitude ……

 

Hope this experience helps other souls ….

Thanks to the Divine soul for this beautiful life experience shared with us.

AB-Written by Anonymous

Image courtesy :my stages of life;grandpa tells a story;bilderbeste

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